I
never
went
____________________
again
.
That
night
I
stayed
in
John's
____________________
,
and
three
months
____________________
I
knew
I
was
going
to
____________________
his
baby
.
But
I
____________________
that
baby
after
five
months
,
and
soon
I
went
back
to
____________________
my
training
as
a
____________________
.
Four
years
later
,
I
had
____________________
baby
,
and
this
one
was
____________________
all
right
.
Now
I'm
twenty
-
nine
,
and
I
have
three
small
____________________
.
But
I'm
not
really
____________________
.
John
is
a
good
-
____________________
man
,
a
wonderful
____________________
,
but
.
.
.
I'm
not
his
only
____________________
.
I
know
he
has
two
other
____________________
,
and
both
of
them
have
____________________
.
Maybe
there
are
more
.
Sometimes
I
don't
see
him
for
____________________
,
and
then
he
comes
back
and
____________________
and
tries
to
be
____________________
to
me
,
but
I
still
get
____________________
.
