In closets like cedar, preserved from when we were just kids, Is it something I did?
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
I'm so in love that I acted insane
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you tore it all up
I miss the old ways, you didn't have to change
Say my name and everything just stops I don't want you like a best friend
And taught you the way you call me baby treat me like a lady, All that I can say is
I'm damned if I do give a damn what people say, No deal
If it's all in my head, tell me now tell me I've got it wrong somehow
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
And if I'm dead to you, why are you at the wake?
Runnin' scared, I was there, I remember it all too well
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
I know my love should be celebrated but you tolerate it
The goddess of timing once found us beguiling, She said she was trying; Peter, was she lying? My ribs get the feeling she did
All of the girls you loved before made you the one I've fallen for
Only bought this dress so you could take it off
But I guess I don't have a say now that we don't talk
The 1950s shit they want from me I just wanna stay in that lavender haze
And that's the way I loved you
Cursing my name, wishing I stayed look at how my tears ricochet